a story for you all.  a learning tool.  i asked in assumption a title, a "good" friend of mine for a title of an institution and/or organization that this individual is employed by to include an array of some nature of questions to be answered.  i being the person that i am had only one mind in the questions in which were presented.  i came up with a theory in reference to the specific questions placed.  now, either the questions were disregarded due to human negligence and disregard.  two, such answers were not given due to negligence in accordance to history.  three, such inquiries in expectance of such answers were disregarded based on assumptions of history... so i place in a derogatory manner such text sarcasm as it were but also an opposite of an opposite so be a reflection of what was so very obvious... i thank you if there is such a thing in this life once again if there is such a thing.  i now understand far more the depth of complexities of the human mind so i know that i am very much disgusted by humans at this time.  here is where the sarcasm begins.  i thank you for the chance at a world in which i did not know for the last eight years.  thank you for adhering to the small and yet tiny aspiration of being able to make it in such a wretched place we call industry.  thank you for allowing me the paper in which i must press ink upon in order to make my way in the survival of such a place we call the world if there is such a thing.  once again i thank you for the time in which you allowed me to place such information of my life upon such paper in order to survive in this world if there is such a thing so i have asked of a title so loosely used in this world "friend".  i asked only such questions knowing in my mind it would take but mere minutes to place such information on paper to attain the title "job" and so i wonder is anybody out there sean puffy p diddy combs and/or paula abdul donald trump in which i have to place myself before to spit a pitch in order to sell myself to the american dream.  i have no intention to seek this "good friend" nor to place oneself into one's ambiance nor to gain a glimmer in accordance with what is placed at the beginning of this post.  i thank you in such a way so that all who read this can look into the depth of what is written to understand that there are affiliates and there are friends "friends are those who will help you in time of need, in general, they will be there for you at any and all costs".  affiliates are the loose definition of friend in this day that will assume only to themselves for gain of another.  in an essence loosely maintaining friends.  quote "and so let this be your kingdom with your staff to reign and only scorpions and serpents as your subjects go... farewell my one time brother" (1956, The Ten Commandments).  thank you for your help maybe i'll get the answers to my questions.  Usen dinsts ii n'kasht (God is love)